goodbye to you.
goodbye to everything
i thought that i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to.
but anyway, the hols are here and i for the first tym evr, i wished school wouldnt end :(
spent the whole of ytd reading ths thick book called 'to be someone' and its qt nice la. dnt knw why i wasted my day away reading tht draggy book bt some parts are qt nice.
my sister is looking so grave preparing herself for the o's tomms. feeling freaky for her!! dnt wna do tht nxt year :( wished i were sec2 all my life. thts the year whn everything was interesting, when everyone was almost happier, if nt, happier than now, everyone was nicer, everyone was prettier, everyone was smarter, everyone was..okay. it was just a whole lot better than what it is at the present. but oh well. talking crap.
and i cant believe some parent's gonna sue someone for using vulgarities in her blog. i mean its hers and isnt it some kinda human right that everyone has the right to express themselves in whatevr way they wish to? its nt lyk they're using vulgarity in tht parent's blog or anything. if tht parent doesnt lyk what she sees, thts her problem, right? this world is seriously restrictive and screwed.
was out with ree+nana on friday :) i really lyk the erm connection btween us, as doreen would put it. haha. everytime we go out together, its always different from how it feels when im with other people. the feeling doesnt fade or change even though we go out like during the hols only? but we shall go out togth more often, shant we? :)
came up with a plan to go to ree's house w/o her knwing and give her a surprise or smth bt she claims tht she 'already has a feeling tht we'd be coming'. and tht nana! she claims tht she knws the way to ree's hse lyk the back of her hands [and thn needless to say, she goes into ths long and dowry debate with herself abt why ppl hafta say its the back of their hands and not the front..or why not the foot and so on..] and she evn reprimanded me for not knwing the way to ree's house myself! [i only went once okay! ._.] what happened in the end? we got freaking lost and i ended up getting pricked by ths stupid large cactus and cos it's so unique and..exotic and i had ths black liquid on my hand, i was complaining to her tht i got poisoned, all thanks to her and she all she says is 'dont be dumb, wendy.' hmrpf. well thanks for your concern. but yea, im up and alive still. and then, after we found her block, [finally] we didnt knw wht storey she was living in! lyk sheesh. her flat has 21 storeys, for god's sake. climbed up and dwn and up and up then down again and finally got the right house. then emerges ths sleepy ree with a pissed look on her face and clad in this pooh night dress that i have too! heh. anw, she didnt have the key [!!?] so we stood there lyk idiots and luckily her maid came back with her dog [and nana kpt asking ree if this ws the same dog as the prev one cos this one's bcome so ugly [!! which is nt true] and ree kps saying yes its the same one and nana goes WHAT HAPPENED?! ._. anw, after inspecting her room, nana finally took up the interest of going to orchard library. but before that, we just had to debate about whether ree should wear this tube or tht ralph lauren tee or that spaghetti or tht halter ._. and of course, they had to laugh at me for commenting tht 'ree's jeans is so long!' hmrpf. tht doesnt neccessary mean im short okay. so we finally left her hse [complete with viewing her dahling's pic and evrything -winks-] and went to orchard library to find that by the time we were done eating tht cafe galiliee's horrible food, it ws already close to 7 and we had to leave cos there's gonna be some performance :( so we went lips [and they ordered food again] and studied a bit [watched rachel's new mtv. shes really pretty and she does not look unique or anything, sabrina wee yue wen. shes just pretty. so there [i won!] okay ths is childish bt anw, we had to leave lips cos ppl are starting to stream in for dinner and we're taking up the place so we decided to go back to ree's hse [left our stuff at ree's hse] and we talked and talked and talked till 10+ and i was whining tht we better leave cos im well, afraid of going home alone at night in case any..er things tht i cannot see appear [i knw i cnt see evn if they do but thts nt the point] and cause me to have scary encounters. finally! we left after much persuasion and i lugged my books and bag along [resembling very much lyk a nerd].
falala.
realised i typed alot! and mostly crap but bah.
okay, shall go check my friendster.
later.
